Tonight’s a big night.
The last night in my own bed for a while. The last night of summer for a year. The last night with my family in a long string of nights.
Tomorrow’s a big day.
The first night under a new roof. The first reunion with my friends. The first in a long string of celebrations of just living.
Tomorrow, I spread my wings.
I want them to be strong. Big. Powerful. Gentle in their brown soft feathers speckled with sunlight. Gentle in their strength–yet ready to whip the wind. Shape it to my command. Ride it, soar me high, anywhere I want to go. To anyplace. To anyone. Following my heart, at my will.
But not only are my wings strong–they are wise. Faithful. Loyal. Intelligent. Not only at the beck and call of my heart but also in line with my head. And on a perfect day, those two will never be at odds. The center of their compass is love. Home. Constancy. Protection. Sacrifice. Ferocity. Forever embrace. Reliability. Adventure. Love is all of these things–love is my friends and my family. Those dearest to my heart. Those I would give anything for at a moment’s notice, although I may strive to see the small needs right in front of my nose. Although my wings fly on the call of the wild and the whisper of the unknown on the wind, they train true to the strong beauty of love.
When I spread my wings, it will mean six things–
I am ready.
I am strong.
I am free.
I am brave.
I am an explorer.
I follow my love.
And when I get a little scared, and my wings wobble a little even as they hold me up–
I will remember to be confident, and trust the One that gave them to me.